so it seems like everyone is using tumblr now.... so i guess i should be using tumblr too. but i might still use this one. who knows :] i rarely make blog posts anyway so it wouldn't really matter right? btw it's http://so-not-creative.tumblr.com

hehehe hellos once again. idk how long it's been....well no school tomorrow :DDD very happy. but then agian still gotta study for finals and regents...yea yea i could totally go on and on about that, but who really wants to read about that?
so...today was an interesting day....LMAO.
First of all i would like to thank alyssa for her shoes!! idk how i was going to run in the rain...with flip flop...(totally nto my fault! no one told me that it was going to rain >:O !!!!)
ok so it was anime club's festival thingy and LMAO alyssa had to dress like a maid hahahah. She was way too skinny so when i helped her tie the bow, the dress ended up rising a bit too high......resulting in a very slutty maid look.
Still gotta get use to alyssa in heals OMF-ing G!!! she was so tall that i felt short, like really short! but then i wore her like 5 inches heals and connie looked really short.
oooo and out of all the i think 14 servers, connie and i somehow ended up with the only guy there, who gave us 2 items instead of 3!!! omg he fails, but it was alright cuz we got to boss alyssa around ahaha.
btw a certian someone was trying to look down her dress...which was really weird......and creepy!!! AND ALYSSA YOU'RE LIKE SITTING ON TOP OF THE TABLE !!! WHY WOULD YOU HAVE YOUR FEET ON THE SEAT???? YOU REALIZE YOU WERE WEARING A DRESS RIGHT?....AND A REALLY SHORT ONE TOO.
and she told me that he told her to lean over so he could whisper into her ear. guess what he said? "FEED ME!" LMAO i died right there. I feel so bad for you alyssa. you attract such creepers.
haha so like afterwards, we went to this place to eat ramen WHICH I COULD NOT EVEN FINISH!!!! it was weird. alyssa you pick bad places, it was all dim and had such a romantic feel, and that's not good when you're with two other boys.
anyways so i ordered Tiro ramen....or somthing that started with a t......but i didn't really like it so i ended up giving it to alyssa and i took some of her i think it was miso ramen...gosh such bad memory. Anyways, definately not going back there...like i can find my way there, i probably can....w/e. it was so weird how everytime someone went in or out they would say something really loud in japanese.....
so when me and alyssa were going home, we ended up going the wrong way. HEY I HAD NO IDEA THAT THE M TRAIN GOES TO BROOKLYN IN BOTH DIRECTIONS!! ISN'T THAT ANNOYING??? i mean it starts off in brooklyn then goes to manhattan then back to brooklyn into queens. tell me that's not annoying!! so we ended up getting off at marcy ave where there was no way to get to the other platform. so we had to go out then cross the street and pay $2.25 to get in again -__-
there's probably more to say but im tired of typing...and im pretty sure im boring you guys.
i think alyssa's going to blog about this so if she does, go read her's.
tha's it for now. i think i might blog more now that it's almost summer...though i still got lutheran and sat prep.

OMG haven't been on this blog since last year!!!
i guess i've been a bit busy. well actually i keep a blog...in my head. it's much more convient. i don't need to waste time typing. but this is fun too....OMG why do i like to contradict myself so much? i have no idea.
it's kinda weird writing in a blog that i haven't written in since december last year....i feel like i have to catch people up on things...but then again, people who do follow me are people i basically see and talk to everyday.
i wish i had ddp again. that way i can post regularly.
hmmm, this is kinda like a diary...except everyone can read it so i shouldn't be saying things im not supposed to.
ok so GOAL OF THE YEAR...or maybe week...depends....is to post more. i feel bad. i feel like people might actually wanna know more about my life.....then again who am i kidding. im so boring. i can't even make exciting events seem exciting...my english teacher says i can write pretty well....but can i? im nothing compared to those who do it for a living.
now that i think aobut it.... i kinda do like english....but for some reason i always...what's the word....oh right...DESPISE WRITING ESSAY!!!
hmm idk. maybe it's cuz i feel like im forced to do it.
yea what's wrong with me? when i don't write i don't write, but once i start writing i start writing a whole freaken NOVEL!!!
eh...im gonna stop now. don't wanna bore you guys to death. lol love you guys too much XP

well peeps, i did another all-nighter :(
do i need sleeping pills? should i risk getting addicted?
well all throughout the night i keep getting paranoid that someone was outside my house. but everytime i checked, it was the wind blowing the garbage cans -__-
why was it so windy?
well i finally learned how to fold turtle origami....and i spent the whole night folding about 200 of them. lol it was like i had nothing else better to do...i could have done hw. well i started...on the first question...idk how i'm going to finish it T-T
argh found out that m,y book was overdue for like 5 days so now i have to give $1.25 to the library >:0
they should have like an email alert two days before the due date of something....but then they need to earn money....w/e
omg the thought of school just makes my head hurt :(

hi hi hi pplz!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
im happy cuz my mom got off work at like 1:00 today :D
anyways i woke up at like 9:45am to watch the disney christmas parade...well more like 9:42 when cerris called, but i was tired. sorry cerris, i was tired so i didn't answer :(
what can i talk about?
o right. the winter jam.
well i wasn't on the list...but i was on the "special not on the list list" with ian and jabir :D
well they were taking so long and only like 150 ppl got in before it was 4:45 so i got to go in!
i was #179 wow. i feel bad about taking someone's spot...o well.
it was ok... like the music was bad and very hard to dance to.
annie was the big surprise. i had no idea she could dance so seductively!!!! well her and rebecca!!!
well we left at like 6 something. when we were walking to the dekalb station...i suddenly remembered that i didn't have my scarf. stupid coat check ppl!!! rawr so now i don't have my scarf! so when alyssa and i were on the train, i found a bottle of water in my bag O.o wtf? so instead of giving me back my scarf they gave me some random person's almost empty bottle of water? that person must have really missed their bottle of water -_-
so onto a less depressing topic...alyssa and _ _ _ _ sitting in a tree. k-i-s-s-i-n-g!
LMAO!!! i'm not going to say anything more. alyssa gonna KILL ME!!!
so happy holidays my peeps!
and someone has got to help me with my chinese hw!!

just found out alyssa posted the vid of T-ara's Falling U male version. the one i sent her, the one she didn't credit me for T-T !! sending hate towards alyssa. eh i feel better now.

anyways. she made a christmas wishlist, so i was thinking i should make one too? i really should be working on my 5 page research essay and it's 12:38 am right now! w/e. so here's the list.

1. A Watch. i lost mine and now i constantly look at my wrist but then i realize that i don't have a watch anymore T-T.

2. Footie PJ's the ones with the shirt, pants, and shoes connected. idk why i just want one.

3. Slippers/Booties for home. my feet are always cold for some reason.

4. Rings? i like rings ><

what else? im trying to refrain from putting too expensive things on here. but you guys can feel free to chip in and buy me one present though.

5. iHome radio/speakers/ipod charger thingy. yea i know it's expensive and none of you guys are gonna get it for me. but who cares, im putting it anyways.

6. bed warmer or electric blanket. what? my room is always cold even with the heat on!

7. Sephora Gift cards...or any clothing gift cards.

8. Any girly things :D

i know you guys are probably gonna get me cheaper stuff but i don't mind. i'll just get my parents to buy me the more expensive stuff XP thanks a lot you guys.
btw if you're really cheap, a card if ok too, but it has to be a nice card. and if you're making it, at least make it look like you put effort into it. jk, nonetheless, i'll probably still love you...or not? lol.

so im gonna do what alyssa did and post up my new schedule. i have 2-9 now!

2- chem (walcott) 1-10 with alyssa, tiffany, victoria, lisa(new friend?), and the guy who wears yellow for two days in a row.
3-gym (litrica) 2,3,4,5,7,8,9,10 with same ppl above. or chem lab (walcott) 1,6 with same people above.
4-Global (ludwig) 1-10 with tiffany eng (new friend), catherine (new friend?), brandon, and chapman.
5-trig (turner) 1-10 with jaime (new friend)
6-Chinese (OGLE :D) 1-10 with a whole bunch of ppl from last year's chinese class, lin qang (Anita #1...what he prefers to be called?), ivan, lucy, judy wu from first daycare i went to, and Tiffany eng.
7-lunch 1-10with no one im close with. well with tiffany eng, but i just met her.
8-Soph Tech (grosshart again) 1-10 with lily, mabel, anita, jason, james, girl who sits behind me in chinese class, the guy who called jacqueline anna during lunch last year, and jamie.
9-english (perticcione) 1-10 with jason...and maybe edward xue who sits right infront of me, i forget. i don't even think the english teacher does attendence, so idk yet. maybe i should ask?

anyway, i haven't even looked at everyone yet, so some might actually have at least two classes with me and i don't even know it.

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so hey guys. so i stayed up all night and i finished my sister's keeper. i actually liked the book a lot. heh, it was the only good book that was on our summer reading list. speaking of summer reading list, school is in a 2 days! OMG!!! those tech stairs. oh how i dread them! i'm just worried about the english test that we're supposed to have. i mean how will they test us on the books since we all read different books. Don't tell me they're going to have a test for each book, but taht's the only logical answer. i don't know. i just can't wait till school is over with? hey wouldn't it be great if after i graduate college, i suddenly win the lottery with a ticket that i find on the street? then i could jsut pay off my loans, move to Yellowstone National Park and just be a ranger there? idk what to do with my life!!!!! and they expect me to pick a major by the end of this school year? i'm doomed! i think i'll so bio med, but then again my average for bio was a 70 (stupid harber)! and plus there's going to be a lot of people applying for that major cuz crazy azn parents and wanting their kids to be doctors. i mean my parents are different. im actually surprised that they didn't tell me to be a doctor or lawyer. instead, they told me to ba a pharmacist....wtf? i dont' wanna be the one in a little stuck in the back room counting pills and having to read doctors' handwritings, cuz everyone knows, doctors' handwritings are the worst. if you have sloppy handwriting, you'll know what to be, a DOCTOR!
even if my parents are making me be a doctor, i want to work in a hospital. i love the cleaness and their handsoaps in the bathroom...idk why but i'm obsessed with them. i cna never find any that smells as good and at the same time one that gets rid of baterias too. but my most fav thing about the hospital is the heated blankets!!! i noe i can just get one myself, but it's just not the same as hopital ones. maybe i should be a nurse, they interact with the patients more and they aren't under as much pressure. or i can be an EMT. i noe that will be real hard work, but it just seems so exciting. at one point i was thinking maybe a firefighter, but then agian i will never develop the physical strength to carry all that equipment. hmmm what else? definately not a receptionist or office worker, those are the boring jobs taht most adults complain about. plus being infront of the computer everyday from 9 to 5 can actually kill you. not that us kids arent' doing that, but it's different, because one is for entertainment why the other is hard work and when it's not for fun, it affects your body in a bad way? idk what im talking about. OMG IM RAMBLING AGAIN! yea w/e im bored and i kinda have nothing to do....o well. i guess i should go finish watching a couple of shows i have queued on hulu that will expire soon. until next time :D

I don't know why, but lately, I'm really starting to like green, a lot! Well the nice green, not the dark greens. Anyways, I'm feeling tired and should be sleeping? I don't know, I didn't sleep the whole night yesterday. This has become very common. there would be days where I just can't sleep at all, no matter how tired I make myself. Is it because I worry too much?
I have never been the type of sleeper that fall asleep immediately after my head hits the pillow. I guess you can call me a thinker/worrier. I think the quickest that I remember falling asleep is around 30 minutes after I go to bed, and that's when I'm really tired.
Will I become one of those adults who will have to take sleeping pills, eventually relying on it, and therefore becoming addicted to it?

I like to think of myself as a night person. I mean I always stay up late and I hate getting up in the morning, but now that I've experienced the mornings right before sunrise, I've been growing rather fond of it. I love that cold breath of fresh air in the mornings. The sound of birds, planes, and the gas station pumps give off a very comforting sense of home and awakening. I've been living here for almost eight years, and I'm finally notice these little details that I would otherwise never have known even occurred. I think I might actually like the mornings more than the nights. But since I can never sleep early, it's going to be really hard to be both a night and a morning person.

But I think that being a morning person will definately bring me closer to my surroundings and will definately make me a healthier person. Afterall, people are supposed to sleep at night and wake up in the morning right? Currently, I'm staying up till like 6 or 7 in the morning then going to sleep and waking up at 6 at night. That's like my whole day gone already. Yea sure, you're supposed to sleep i during the summer vacation, but I think i stay in the house too much. Once I retire, or if possible, after I get married to the one I love, we can travel the world together. If that doesn't work out, don't worry, I still have other dreams that I want to fulfill ;D

eh, I'm just going to stop rambling now. Good Night people, or should I say Good Morning? Either way, just enjoy life :D

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Hey guys. Long time no post. The only reason i went on today is all Alyssa's fault! She didn't tell me about her "new" bf, and when i asked her, she said it was on her blog! That girl blogs too much. Seriously like 4 posts in one day. Anyways, i wish her nothing but the best. :D

It sucks being stuck in the house. But i'll be free soon. After i go back for the check up and the doctor says it's fine, i can go anywhere! well not anywhere, but you know what i mean.
I just can't wait to go to the street fair that down the block!!! Alyssa's coming for sure. I think Mabel is too. We want more people, preferably in Brooklyn/Bensonhurst, so people don't have take a long time getting home. We are going at like 6 p.m. to like late at night. i wanna ride every single ride! including the baby ones. ok maybe not the baby ones. i rather waste my money on the games and win some stuffed animals :D. you can never have too many stuffed animals. ^^
maybe we can buy those big cups of fruity drinks. If you buy the large size, you can get free refills!!! so we can all just split!
Better start inviting people now....
ttyl....or within a year.
hahah good bye for now.

i finally go on again. nothing really much going on. summers are so boring, but then again i hate school. what should i do? im so bored!!!

haven't blogged in like forever....more like a month. well i've been busy. finals week this week.
i seriously need to finish the penguin chess set!!!! i am not even close to finishing the pawn!! o well now im smooching off of anita. hey at least i made the feet!!!
so yea, gotta go work on it. so much work. so stressful....that means MORE pimples!!!!
A'ST1 <3...o and ss501 too :D

hey hey hey hey!!!
so we're supposed to have a quiz in ddp today...idk. confusing. it's not on the do now so idk.
OMG chinese test next period!!...well next next. ddp is two periods!
so im just here trying to finish my chess piece. w/e .
kinda hungry.
DAMN I WISH A'ST1 could come to america!!!! best if it were in ny. i really wanna go to one of their concerts!!! maybe they could have a fanmeeting!!!!
0.0 omg wtf? TONNY IS SITTING INFRONT OF ME!!! WELL, HE'S TOTALLY MOONING ME RIGHT NOW. NO LIE. THIS IS REALLY AWKWARD..... I'LL PRETEND I NEVER SAW THAT.

A'ST1 FOREVER <3 !!!

omg so we had gym yesterday.
we have outdoor track, so he made us run around the circles multiple times! is he trying to kill us? afterwards, he asks us if that felt good? HELL NO! today everyone's aching all over. the funny thing was that jack came in late. his reason? he overslept! hahahahhaha. i wish i didn't have to come to school today. my hamstrings are killing me!!!!
muscles are aching all over. it especially hurt when i walk down the stair. and i have DDP!!! so that means that i have to walk up to the 6th floor later! argh. why the hell would we have ddp in the basement then chinese on the sixth floor with 4 minutes to get there?
this is bs!
w/e almost time to go...walk up those stairs....
bummer
A'ST1 forever :D

(From left to right) Jungjin, Tomoki, JANGMOON, Haiming, Ingyu, Hanbyul <3

OMG!!!! even though i've known about A'ST1 for a while....I'm obbessed with it now!!!

They have awesome vocals and there is not one song that i don't like!

my favorite would have to be DYNAMITE!!!!!!!!!!

Jangmoon is super duper hot!!!!!! <<<

I didn't really like in the beginning Jungjin, but in the DYNAMITE mv, he looked especially hot :D

Haiming should be able to sing more. He has a nice voice, i just hope his korean was better so he will get more lines. ^ btw, he played JiHoo's gay friend in BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS!!

Hanbyul is so cute and adorable!!! i love his voice!

Ingyu looks nice in the Dynamite mv too!!! that's an understatement! I mean HOT HOT HOT!!!

Tomoki is my least favorite, but i still like him ^.^

FUNK AND ROLL TONIGHT!

YEARNING HEART!

YOU!

SHOW!

1234 BACK!

^ other good songs! :D

OBSESSION!!!!

OMG!!!
ddp test next period. for some reason im not freaking out.....
o well, i guess it's cause im tired....really tired.
so the mr. and ms. tech competition is today. i mean seriously...why thursday. it should really be tomorrow. o well, i feel like going but im so tired. it ends at 8 and i have to do global homework, which is 1, 2, 3, AND 4!!!
ew. i have like 15 minutes to study, that is if i really care. and right now i don't. i guess i should look it over.... yea i think i will...maybe. idk!!! argh. life is so stressful.

ddp.
had the greek morphemes test today. it was ok, i wasn't too sure about 4 questions. o well i don't really care anymore.
idk why, but i only slept 3 hours, but when my mom woke up...which is like 15 minutes before i usually wake up, i woke up too and i didn't even feel tired.
it's so weird!!! the more i sleep the least willing i am to wake up.
eww we gotta do this sheet now.
so bye bye.

in ddp.
we're doing this miniature train thingy....w/e
we didn't get our report cards yet, but i kinda know my grades already.
for global i have a 90.
for english i have a 92!!!!! <---omg!!!
for geometry...idk yet. but i got a 48 out of 100 on that test. stupid careless mistakes! #1 was same as #3 but switched. #2 was same as #4 but switched.
stupid me. i thought they were exactly the same. o well. it's just a quiz.
ddp i have a 95.7 i think.
omg!!! not looking forward to bio. ...well i never look forward to bio.
maybe today might be differet. if he let us work on the group project the whole period, that would be nice.
im THE BOBCATS. with pui lam and vionna. we were supposed to be with haitham too, but in the beginning of the period, i was sitting in his seat, so he sat somewhere else. so we are the only group with 3 people. o well. i got smart people in my group.
Our subject is the control of gene e-something. i forgot.
damn! if only i were home! so sleepy right now!
maybe a little hungry too.
growl!

hehehe haven't been on in a long long long time!!!
anyways, ddp right now
mr grosshart isn't here.
and im just reading manga...
we were supposed to do something on inventor, but idc right now.
anyways. whatever. bye bye bye.

i hate ddp
so useless.
it's getting harder to not pay attention without failing.
seriously notebook check?
i didn't do a lot of things!!!!!
omg.
omg
omg.
get a hold of yourself woman.
anita just told me she needs to get fatter.
wth? she's good, just that she's a bit small.
o well. ddp torture, here i come.