I don't know why, but lately, I'm really starting to like green, a lot! Well the nice green, not the dark greens. Anyways, I'm feeling tired and should be sleeping? I don't know, I didn't sleep the whole night yesterday. This has become very common. there would be days where I just can't sleep at all, no matter how tired I make myself. Is it because I worry too much?
I have never been the type of sleeper that fall asleep immediately after my head hits the pillow. I guess you can call me a thinker/worrier. I think the quickest that I remember falling asleep is around 30 minutes after I go to bed, and that's when I'm really tired.
Will I become one of those adults who will have to take sleeping pills, eventually relying on it, and therefore becoming addicted to it?

I like to think of myself as a night person. I mean I always stay up late and I hate getting up in the morning, but now that I've experienced the mornings right before sunrise, I've been growing rather fond of it. I love that cold breath of fresh air in the mornings. The sound of birds, planes, and the gas station pumps give off a very comforting sense of home and awakening. I've been living here for almost eight years, and I'm finally notice these little details that I would otherwise never have known even occurred. I think I might actually like the mornings more than the nights. But since I can never sleep early, it's going to be really hard to be both a night and a morning person.

But I think that being a morning person will definately bring me closer to my surroundings and will definately make me a healthier person. Afterall, people are supposed to sleep at night and wake up in the morning right? Currently, I'm staying up till like 6 or 7 in the morning then going to sleep and waking up at 6 at night. That's like my whole day gone already. Yea sure, you're supposed to sleep i during the summer vacation, but I think i stay in the house too much. Once I retire, or if possible, after I get married to the one I love, we can travel the world together. If that doesn't work out, don't worry, I still have other dreams that I want to fulfill ;D

eh, I'm just going to stop rambling now. Good Night people, or should I say Good Morning? Either way, just enjoy life :D

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Hey guys. Long time no post. The only reason i went on today is all Alyssa's fault! She didn't tell me about her "new" bf, and when i asked her, she said it was on her blog! That girl blogs too much. Seriously like 4 posts in one day. Anyways, i wish her nothing but the best. :D

It sucks being stuck in the house. But i'll be free soon. After i go back for the check up and the doctor says it's fine, i can go anywhere! well not anywhere, but you know what i mean.
I just can't wait to go to the street fair that down the block!!! Alyssa's coming for sure. I think Mabel is too. We want more people, preferably in Brooklyn/Bensonhurst, so people don't have take a long time getting home. We are going at like 6 p.m. to like late at night. i wanna ride every single ride! including the baby ones. ok maybe not the baby ones. i rather waste my money on the games and win some stuffed animals :D. you can never have too many stuffed animals. ^^
maybe we can buy those big cups of fruity drinks. If you buy the large size, you can get free refills!!! so we can all just split!
Better start inviting people now....
ttyl....or within a year.
hahah good bye for now.

i finally go on again. nothing really much going on. summers are so boring, but then again i hate school. what should i do? im so bored!!!

haven't blogged in like forever....more like a month. well i've been busy. finals week this week.
i seriously need to finish the penguin chess set!!!! i am not even close to finishing the pawn!! o well now im smooching off of anita. hey at least i made the feet!!!
so yea, gotta go work on it. so much work. so stressful....that means MORE pimples!!!!
A'ST1 <3...o and ss501 too :D

hey hey hey hey!!!
so we're supposed to have a quiz in ddp today...idk. confusing. it's not on the do now so idk.
OMG chinese test next period!!...well next next. ddp is two periods!
so im just here trying to finish my chess piece. w/e .
kinda hungry.
DAMN I WISH A'ST1 could come to america!!!! best if it were in ny. i really wanna go to one of their concerts!!! maybe they could have a fanmeeting!!!!
0.0 omg wtf? TONNY IS SITTING INFRONT OF ME!!! WELL, HE'S TOTALLY MOONING ME RIGHT NOW. NO LIE. THIS IS REALLY AWKWARD..... I'LL PRETEND I NEVER SAW THAT.

A'ST1 FOREVER <3 !!!

omg so we had gym yesterday.
we have outdoor track, so he made us run around the circles multiple times! is he trying to kill us? afterwards, he asks us if that felt good? HELL NO! today everyone's aching all over. the funny thing was that jack came in late. his reason? he overslept! hahahahhaha. i wish i didn't have to come to school today. my hamstrings are killing me!!!!
muscles are aching all over. it especially hurt when i walk down the stair. and i have DDP!!! so that means that i have to walk up to the 6th floor later! argh. why the hell would we have ddp in the basement then chinese on the sixth floor with 4 minutes to get there?
this is bs!
w/e almost time to go...walk up those stairs....
bummer
A'ST1 forever :D

(From left to right) Jungjin, Tomoki, JANGMOON, Haiming, Ingyu, Hanbyul <3

OMG!!!! even though i've known about A'ST1 for a while....I'm obbessed with it now!!!

They have awesome vocals and there is not one song that i don't like!

my favorite would have to be DYNAMITE!!!!!!!!!!

Jangmoon is super duper hot!!!!!! <<<

I didn't really like in the beginning Jungjin, but in the DYNAMITE mv, he looked especially hot :D

Haiming should be able to sing more. He has a nice voice, i just hope his korean was better so he will get more lines. ^ btw, he played JiHoo's gay friend in BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS!!

Hanbyul is so cute and adorable!!! i love his voice!

Ingyu looks nice in the Dynamite mv too!!! that's an understatement! I mean HOT HOT HOT!!!

Tomoki is my least favorite, but i still like him ^.^

FUNK AND ROLL TONIGHT!

YEARNING HEART!

YOU!

SHOW!

1234 BACK!

^ other good songs! :D

OBSESSION!!!!